Who is he? A human in disguise? A destiny in the form of stranger?
To unfold this destiny, I need to know that stranger.
Even after knowing the stranger, the destiny continues to be veiled and distant.
"Trust the stranger. Trust the process", it says from behind the curtain.
I smile thinking about the stranger and let out a sigh.
Trusting the process seems easier than trusting the stranger.
"Have patience," it said.
The stranger taught me that. I remember.
"Surrender to the process of life," it said.
Ah! The stranger is teaching me that too!
'Perhaps, your job is not to possess the stranger but to learn what he is there to teach', a familiar voice echoed.
And the struggle to unfold this destiny and trusting the stranger continues!
Longing for a lover is natural.
Swim in it. Don't drown.
Taste the restlessness, observe the impulsiveness and notice the desperation.
Become aware of all of this and get closer to a part of yourself that is feeling this love.
Water the seeds of patience within you.
Admire the ability of your heart - of loving and being loved.
Cherish the existence of this heart, the feelings, the chain of chemical and hormonal chaos within!
Become aware.
The longing will continue. Today, tomorrow or some other day. But with each passing desperation, your patient heart will become capable of touching the most untouched part of your soul. Embrace your heart's capability of loving, not just one individual, but the entire Universe!
