My dear fellow lover!

At some point, in life, we all feel the need of having a companion. We all feel the need of being pampered, being loved, being cared for, and being somebody's special someone.
This leads to frustration when you observe that your need is not being fulfilled and everyone around you are finding their companions left, right and center! Its crazy how this whole act makes you question your Self, your worth and your existence. Its crazier when you know you are a hopeless romantic, capable of loving someone with all your heart & Being and yet the Universe decides to continue playing with your patience.
Its tough. Its painful. I know that craving. I know that helplessness and hopelessness. I know that feeling when all your friends are busy with their lovers and you curl up in your own heart and mind wondering, what are you doing to not deserve this love, to not become an important part of someone's life! These are the times when you make things worse for yourself by stalking your Ex's profile, calling and/or messaging them, and if your Ex(s) is married or doesn't love you anymore, God save you from your own frustration!
This is the phase where no one else will understand what you are going through. Try sharing this with anyone and you will have a long list of advice/suggestions on how you should focus on your career, be bold, be independent, divert your mind and how you are blessed because you don't have the headache (read lover) which they have!
I know how crazy and chaotic that feels! I know how much that hurts. I wish I had something more significant to tell you. But for now, I just know that whatever you are feeling is natural. Its real. And even if you want to, you cannot escape this. For now, I can just hug you and say nothing. I would also like to believe that your companion exists. I have no idea why/what the Universe is up to! I wish I knew better. But for now, all I hope and pray is that we sail through this phase. That we get strength and wisdom to understand, to cherish love and companionship. I pray that someday, You & I, we both meet our lovers and experience the joy of togetherness. I hope that some day, we find what our hearts & souls have been looking for!
Oh my crazy fellow lover,
Someday, we will encounter this love, the lover and the togetherness. Till then, I wish you peace - peace in that crazy chaotic heart & in your Being.

Love,
Shama:)

Hide & Seek with Love

Once again I find myself closer to you.
Once again I sense your Being in my space, lazying in love.
Who are you? Where are you?
Sometimes I long for these answers
and sometimes, I find myself relishing the loving space of nothingness.
I often find us making love in the realms which are beyond time & space
Because its there that we exist as energies of love and divinity.
I don't know what is the journey forward for You & I
What I do know is that our togetherness is planned by love itself.
It is in this knowing that sometimes I find you deep within my heart
and it is in this knowing that sometimes I lose you, only to walk the journey of finding our Beings.