Now that I am on this road, I decide to walk.. Just follow the road and keep walking. In search of something.. In search of someone.. I am walking along this road with my mind yet wondering and dreaming about the road i desired to travel. I tried looking for a U-turn but there seemed to be none. Is this what they call being stranded?? I feel lost.. I sigh... Wondering and thinking how beautiful it would have been had I been walking the journey I wished to stride. Would people there be still missing me?? Will someone come this way in search of me?? I pause.. Millions of questions haunt my mind. The more I seek responses, the more these questions multiply.. I feel parched.. I feel tired.. I feel lost..
I look around and realize that this road isn't bad either. But my desire to get back fails to acknowledge this beauty surrounding me. After exhausting myself from the zillion thoughts, I begin to walk again.. Looking around for love.. Looking around for happiness.. Looking around for comfort.. Looking for all of it outside inspite of knowing that it all resides within me.. Am I not the creation with the ability to create?? And that's when I realize I ain't walking alone.. The whole creation is walking with me.. I tell myself to explore this new pathway..
Thus, I begin the journey of knowing the unknown.. After all, wasn't all unknown when I began my life's journey?? The difference being - I was alone and alien to this WORLD then and I am alone and alien to MYSELF now...
And the walk continues...........
Always remember...everythng wat has happnd has been thrown behind ur back which u shudnot dwell onto ...stay strong n keep walking d path ..dr will b stumbling blocks midway but u need to use them to build ur castle of happiness n hope..stay strong..more power to u..XOXO
ReplyDeletehehe.. thanks dear:) but as i said earlier, its just my experiment with writing and not a mirror of my emotional health:p.. i have better things to do than dwelling in the past and you know that;)
ReplyDeleteWell written....The last line. The journey from unknown to the known……. It never gets over. Knowledge leads towards the realization of self-ignorance, and with every rising degree, the craving to break the barrier compounds. They say it leads to the world free of fear and frown, happiness and sorrow. If this happens then perhaps the real journey commences…………..
ReplyDeleteThank you chacha:):):)
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