~ Facet of my Being ~

That feeling! That familiar feeling that either you are letting everything go or everything is going away from you! That feeling of you doing everything to make things right and yet things turning just the way u never wanted them too! That feeling! I have known that feeling and I am sure you know it too. We both have traveled far with this feeling! You and I! We both have seen felt it, fought it, survived through it, only to fall back on it at some point. I know that frustration and I know you have felt it too.

That feeling which leads us to question the Universe, life and the Self! 

And in that desperation and hopelessness, we struggle to find a steady ground. It's that moment when we break - break so hard that it becomes exhaustive to survive this phase. And it's that moment when we become so weak and vulnerable that we doubt we were ever a strong soul. Many a times in this desperation, I have found my being vulnerable and wounded. Many a times in this hopelessness, I have nursed this fragile being. Many a times in this emotional and mental exhaustion, I have sat beside this broken self with tears in my eyes, trying to gather and fix the broken pieces of my Being. Many a times, in this vulnerable phase, I have been a companion to my Being. And it is then that I understand how I am the only one and only Me who can nurse my being. It is only me who gets to have such a close look at the vulnerable side of my being. It is only me who can see the depth of my weakness. Perhaps that's this strength that I was ought to discover through vulnerability!

After all, both in vulnerability and strength, the Me in it remains the same.The Me that's always connected to this vast Universe! Even in this vulnerability, the good part is, I learn to lose myself in my own Being!